Keep away

Screw this. I hate having high hopes and then life comes around and crushes them. I should really start to see life as it really is, instead of viewing it through these rose colored glasses. Life isn't perfect, it will never be. Shining armor is now dull. I can't see my reflection, at least not right now. I'm so upset, and I know these aren't my hormones talking either. The world is moving all around me, yet here I am. I wait, ever so patiently with a mask on my face.
I need to find something to do today, I don't care if I am by myself, at least it's a start. I'll add more later, I'm just really pissed right now...